Nothing is Truly Lost?

20 07 2010

I believe in the conservation of matter and energy.

I believe in the private history of inanimate objects.

I believe that if the Mona Lisa were situated on the far side of the moon, her smile would still charm.

I believe that if a Scandinavian elephant falls in the woods, it makes a sound, even if there were no elephants in the Scandinavian woods of Scandinavia.

I believe in the veracity of mythos, and of logos.

I believe that knowledge may be lost to all Mankind, if we willfully ignore it, but that all knowledge is Known by Another, and nothing is truly lost.

Ugaritic script on a gift-shop replica.

Every time I see the glass flowers at the Harvard Museum of Natural History, I am amazed and chastised at both the beauty and depravity of the human mind. The fact that we can spin out of blasted sand objects so lifelike they counterfeit the real thing – petals so fine they seem almost yielding to the touch, stamens, tendrils that curl and seem about to sway in the breeze – exquisite, delicate, inimitable: the technology! But also, above all, the delicacy and craft, the skill, the patience – lost forever with the last of the family who were such skilled glassblowers they knew no equal in their time nor in ours.


image from Wikipedia

No one on earth right now can recreate those flowers. If they crack – and they are under constant atmospheric strain to do so – they are lost forever. Only an untold amount of money keeps them housed in a room where they are preserved for as long as possible. When the money runs out, when we cease to value them enough to devote resources to them, they will crumble to dust. And yet, even this is only a temporary solution to an inevitable end: we can only slow decay, not stop it entirely. And yet the things they mimic – the living, breathing flowers they cunningly recall, the things themselves have some secret lightning to them that continually generates, that ensures a kind of organic immortality – not for the organism, but for, perhaps, some essence, some inherent thing smaller than we’ve spliced the gene – and we don’t spare those a thought or even a second look.

Atlantis was drowned beneath the waves. The Library of Alexandria was destroyed. The artifacts of China were brutally smashed, its priests and devotees humiliated, in what we call the Cultural Revolution. The beast within has no respect for culture, for refinement or beauty – it is pure instinct: pure basal instinct, and rages against all things created by wisdom and intellect to reflect Beauty. It rages against the machine. It rages against the Man. It rages, it rages against the dying of the light, and in so doing, it snuffs it out. It is the godlike in us that creates art, creates secondary beauty, the imitation of Living Beauty. It is the war between Beast and God that fuels the cycle of destruction and creation, destruction and creation – And it is our job to appoint curators to the things we are on the verge of losing, because there is an inherent good in it. We may never be able to read it again, but then again, who are we to say? Even now they are deciphering the script in that previously-indecipherable tablet up there, with computing power that would have stunned the ancients.

If we put our mind to it, that awesome collective brain of the most educated human race in history, I believe we can recover – we can even recover the very depths of history and pre-history, and pre-pre-history, in the dark backward and abysm of time….

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BOAT

15 06 2010

I think my mission in life is to build a boat.
A boat is intentional, faithful, true.
It floats. It is apart from the land, and a part of it.
It can move from one campus to another
Up and down the Charles River.

It can move across to California!
– If I learn how to drive properly and take it on a trailer.

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It is a symbol of Truth in a place
Where Truth is not capitalized on anymore
It will be a thing of Beauty
blurring bright with Love.
It is a symbol of Freedom
and of Responsibility.
A symbol of a time when it will come.
Like Grace –

I realize boats have been in my life.
I want to bless people with this boat.
It will be filled from wall to wall with books.
Like the barge of books that came once to my mum
on a sundrenched island which had just learned to read.
It will be the place of love
where my parents honeymooned in
and when they landed, turned into a pool
in, which I then loved to splash in.

It will be a sanctuary;
It will be a place of joy and beauty.
I do not want, Lord Jesus, to always be
a person who only talks about a boat.
I want to be, Lord Jesus, to really be
a person who, if commanded, builds a boat;
even if it proves lonely and difficult.

I will build this boat to plow the seas –
It will seed seeds which float back to me.
I will heal spirits in this boat –
I will reach new peoples in this boat –
I will speak of heaven in this boat –
It will be a slice of heaven, this this boat.

It will sit upon the banks of the Charles River
And it will gather Christian men all thither
to help to build the voice of love together
To feed and to be fed for once forever –

It is a boat. It is a place of hope.
It is a boat, a temporary home –
A boat in which a restless poet floats
And which must one day beach on some sweet shore
where Jesus o my Jesus went before –

It is a boat, it is simply a boat.
An amalgamation of my every hope
of every boat on which I’ve ever sat
and rocked and puked in, saw a lady’s cloak in,
for every boat whose commerce shipped the ship in –

for this is my dear boat
the one I hope
will be a boat.

And it is my wish
that I may sit in it and fish.

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People will see us building this random boat.
And they will be like, “Why?!”
And we will say, well, it is a boat.
Its purpose in this life is to float.
It is a thing of beauty, brave and wise.
It is like all creation –
a thing of intentionality.
It did not ever need to be – but look!
It is a boat!
And it will come to be
no symbol
not a metaphor,
but real.

It is a boat. It is a boat.
I never thought I’d be on a boat.
on a big blue watery road…

And everyone will think it foolish and unwise
But when it’s done they’ll be in for a surprise!

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Picture this:
After the long, dark winter
in which we have lost hope
in which nothing has gone right
about the boat.

But then, in Spring, the river begins to crack
and underneath it there will be this water
and underneath it we will see this water
The living living water which will buoy us
and guide us and persuade us and direct us
the living water flowing flowing through us
and we will take on our shoulders this finished boat
and we will set it on the flowing water
the river’s only water that flows through us –
and we will set it on the flowing river
and we will ship and sail away inside her –

and in it, I will one day reach Ithaca –
And there in a great pyre I will burn her –